You cant miss if you spend every moment together

You cant miss if you spend every moment together...
Maybe i'm afraid of missing you,
but its not me being insecure, its just that i fear being alone.
Many a times, i'm left alone and its not by my choice,
if i could.. i'd go back to the times when we were all together - weekends.

"I’ll do whatever it takes, when I’m with you I get the shakes
My body aches, when I ain’t with you I have zero strength
There’s no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one"

This song is like my past on replay....and i hope that the past is the past :)


Sometimes i don't know how to reach out to you,
sometimes i come off as being demanding/unreasonable/insecure.
I just want someone to understand how i feel,
perhaps i'm just difficult..
but its all that has happened that shaped how broken and vulnerable i feel inside.
I just want someone to be there to love unconditionally,
to be able to give up everything to make sure i'm ok.
I really need that kind of support..even at least..know it exist.
Someone thats not afraid to show how much they care about me,
to be willing to put up with my nonsense,
to be willing to reassure me time and time again..
because i know i cant do this alone,
strong on the outside yet crumbling on the inside..
like an old building still standing but with nothing inside,
praying for that special someone to come in and clean it up, fill it with furniture and lights.

hahas! feels better releasing your emotions sometimes :)
For all the changes you're doing for me, i really do appreciate it.
Just that sometimes the road is paved with snow and fog,
we'd just have to push through it to see whats on the other side, right?
Looking forward to this weekend and Happy Chinese Birthday B :)
I love you <3 this time its gonna be a blast!!

Step by Step

Its been a few weeks since i posted,

Caught up with the crazy events thats been happening.

Really happy how we'd progress through it all.

Every moment we spent together,

Would be memories i'd treasure.

Another month is coming to a close,

and it feels like we're getting closer than before.

to discovering who we are and what we want.

hahas too many events this month to recount for.

What i know is that,

Whatever the misunderstandings or unhappiness we have with each other

i can count on us to work it through together,

though both of us are hot tempered at times with stubborn characters,

we'd never stay angry at one another.

Through our squabbles and bickering,

i realise that its you i'm missing :)

Love a girl in a whole nother language
People look at us strange
Don’t understand us.
They try to change it
Try to say we won’t change.
They may say it sounds crazy

Love’s even more wild when you’re angry
So say why you wanna change it
Girl listen to me!
Girl you’re just running from the truth
And I’m scared of losing you.
You are worth to much to lose
Baby if you’re still confused

Girl I’m just in love with you
Girl I’m just in love with you
No other words to use
I’m just in love with you
I’m just in love with you

When I tell you “I would never leave you”
Do you hear what I say?
I don’t understand when you say
You need time
But you’ve been calling all day.
Talk love and they say it sounds crazy

Love’s even more wild when you’re angry
I don’t understand why you wanna change it

Girl listen to me!
Girl you’re just running from the truth
And I’m scared of losing you.
You are worth to much to lose
Oh baby! If you’re still confused

Girl I’m just in love with you
(Do you hear what I say?)
That I’m just in love with you
(Can nobody change it?)
No other words to use
(I love you baby!)
I’m just in love with you
I’m just in love with you

Ohhh….
Never knew what we have
They don’t understand
We’re just a waste of time
We know this is real.
I know how you feel
When you put your hand in mine.

Girl I’m just in love with you
Girl I’m just in love with you
No other words to use
I’m just in love with you
(Let me say it again. (x2))
I’m just in love with you
(Just in love (x2))
I’m Just In Love With You.

You know i am, just in love with you baby~ <3

Forever yours, Faithfully

Through all the ups and down,
for the sad and happy moments in the past few weeks.
here's one for you :)


BORING DAY IN THE OFFICE
Monday blues, BLEH BLEH BLEH

hahas but guess i'll take this time,
to think of ways to love you better <3

Cheers to the freaking weekend

ITS FRIDAY!! Time to let loose for the weekend.
So far this week has been great, Phuket trip and back.
Baby, just wanna let you know i love you.
Thou we have our little squabbles but we'd work it out
and make our relationship stronger and deeper :)

"Its friday, friday, gonna get down on friday"
WHAT?? thats so PG =.=
THIS IS IT!

All the love and misses~

Back from a well deserved rest ;)
Been missing that stupid girl so much the past few days,
hahas! had awesome Jap food ytd at Sushi Tei,
its not disgusting eating cha soba with salad sauce :X

Here's One for YOU :D

Your prescence protect from sadness and strife

When you kiss me, my mind becomes a blank slate

And for some reason I just feel like this could be fate

Being with you just feels so right

To me you are my brightest light

Anywhere you go I will happily follow

When you are gone I feel a little hollow

To be able to describe how truly amazing you are, this is only a start

Everyday I'm with you, you are engraved even further into my heart

<3 u baby G :D

A beginning

We were strangers, starting out on a journey...
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start :)

A whole new perspective

Lets see, 3rd week of internship coming to an end
WORK WORK WORK. 730am till 2am everynight,
falling sick and taking care of the sick LOLS
but you keep me awake :D hahas

its our first month....
Though hard to believe,after so long, so many years.
1 month,30 days,720 hours,43200 mins,2592000 seconds..
Most of which was spent together,
whether going out,phonecalls,smses,notes..
Its times like this i will hold on to a lifetime,
those moments when we'd laugh hysterically at anything
talk about anything under the sun,
tell each other our deepest secrets,
hold on to each other tightly when you're scared.
If i could express feelings out as words,
i would fill this whole page with them,
but i cant soo... Some pictures to recap the whole month!
The night i waited more than an hour and we sat on the floor ~
The insecurities, the weird people,the unlimited talking,that moment in my life.
Off with the old and in with the new.
Walking out of restuarants, Treat from you.
Homemade Pancakes with <3
Walking under the stars, Ice cream to complete the set meal :)
Another NEW, NEW HAIRCUT YO!
Long walk in the no man's land,Sneaky moves and Chocolate Overload :X
SERIOUSLY CHOCOLATE OVERKILL :O
Getting in touch with our Aunty and Uncle side, Food fair!
Meeting my cousins and family for the first time in my life ;)
Cute little feet, poor bowling skills HAHAHAHAS :P
Yeah i know=.=.. "SO CUTE" pasta hahahas

Sending and picking me up from work, Beginning of SIP blues...
One degree 15 with my friends, Underdressed TTM!
Part and parcel of a relationship, working it out with Chili Padi and Vietnamese food LOLS
Awkward moments LOLS!!
Working out every messy situation together :D
Romance like novels, night out at the library B)
Open house that was somewhat already closed =.=
"East Coast Park"
Stubborn girl that just wanna sit down LOLS
HAWT STICKY SWEATY THIRSTY HUNGRY!!! >:(
"Fish shop" with devices that scares small girls :P
Special Lunch delivery from <3
WOOOHOOOO!! MONEY MONEY MONEY! but someone too rich liao LOLS
As the month comes to an end,
i think to myself how much we've accomplished together,
the ups the downs, the bickering, the reconciling,
the brokenhearted,the loved.
and as we move on into the future,
i hope you have let the past go,
because we cant move forward if you're tied to the back.
Try...
Together
<3