You cant miss if you spend every moment together

You cant miss if you spend every moment together...
Maybe i'm afraid of missing you,
but its not me being insecure, its just that i fear being alone.
Many a times, i'm left alone and its not by my choice,
if i could.. i'd go back to the times when we were all together - weekends.

"I’ll do whatever it takes, when I’m with you I get the shakes
My body aches, when I ain’t with you I have zero strength
There’s no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one"

This song is like my past on replay....and i hope that the past is the past :)


Sometimes i don't know how to reach out to you,
sometimes i come off as being demanding/unreasonable/insecure.
I just want someone to understand how i feel,
perhaps i'm just difficult..
but its all that has happened that shaped how broken and vulnerable i feel inside.
I just want someone to be there to love unconditionally,
to be able to give up everything to make sure i'm ok.
I really need that kind of support..even at least..know it exist.
Someone thats not afraid to show how much they care about me,
to be willing to put up with my nonsense,
to be willing to reassure me time and time again..
because i know i cant do this alone,
strong on the outside yet crumbling on the inside..
like an old building still standing but with nothing inside,
praying for that special someone to come in and clean it up, fill it with furniture and lights.

hahas! feels better releasing your emotions sometimes :)
For all the changes you're doing for me, i really do appreciate it.
Just that sometimes the road is paved with snow and fog,
we'd just have to push through it to see whats on the other side, right?
Looking forward to this weekend and Happy Chinese Birthday B :)
I love you <3 this time its gonna be a blast!!