Time.

When army, 2 years of your life is wasted.
What do you do? spend time with the ones you love.
Spend as much time as possible.
Even after the biggest arguement we ever had,
you choose to dedicate your time to work.
How does that put me?
one that decides to put EVERYTHING aside,
just so to solidify our relationship,
to make sure everything is ok before i only have 1 1/2 days a week to meet.
Is work really that important?
Do you really need the money or experience from a low level job?
Or you're not ready to commit all your time,
to put the ones you love at first place.
To drop everything now. To make everything right?
Is it true that we have different decisions?
i told you before that i HATE it that the one i loved most were to put work or anything else before our relationship. Yet you continue, not giving up to be with me in these times when our relationship hit the rocks. Why? because u allowed it.
Yet you do not make admendments, not making any move or effort to ensure that everything is ok. You take it for granted. That everything will be ok.
And what happens? ME to take initiative? to do the extra work when its you at fault?
AFTER what happened. I would have already broken up with you.
Yet i didnt, why because I love you so much but u dun even realise what has to be done.
I really dunno how long this can continue if u continue making the wrong decisions.
I cant wait forever, for you to make changes. Maybe one day when you see this, you'll realise that i've tried my best for this relationship, to love you with all my heart, to sacrifice everything for US. Yet you cant do the same.
You know if it was me in ur position. i would have done something romantic, like book a hotel room or set up a really nice date that we would have fun together, to go back to the past. But what do we have here, YOU going for work. complaining you're tired and that u need to sleep early. WHERE IS THE EFFORT OR EXTRA THAT WOULD MAKE THINGS BETTER? NOTHING, just excuses again and again.
Honestly i'm tired of being the one telling you what to do. Its not like you dunno what to do. You choose not to do it. You're choosing to end this relationship.
I hope you wake up to ur senses and realise that if this continues, things are going to fall apart.
You can work anytime, EVEN when you're 50 years old. But u think after everything falls apart, i would still be there when you're 50 years old?
If you missed the opportunity to seize it, dun be the one crying over spilt milk.
I just hope that its not another relationship whereby you dun treasure the one that loved you ever so deeply.