Friday, January 2, 2015

2015

Starting 2015 with being grateful ; for all the good that have happened in 2014. Thank you would be minuscule in comparison to the deep felt gratitude in my heart for all those that have given up a little in their life to make mine better/happier.

They say time is the greatest gift you can give someone. Because once its given, its gone forever. Priceless. Thank you again to those that given me that special something, to listen to my woes, my complaints, my sorrows. Of course also to share special moments of joy and happiness in my life. To those that made 2014 complete for me, you know who you are. I hope these memories will last forever and become stories you will tell those you meet in the future.

2014 has made me a much stronger person. Not so much physically sad to say but mentally and spiritually. I've learnt that things happen for a reason, you might not know the reason now but one day when the time is right, it will all make sense. Time is the only constant, it keeps on ticking and pain is temporary if you choose to let it be. I must admit the only Emotional moments of 2014 were those flashbacks of us, the familiar places, the stupid inside jokes. 

"Paris Baugette = Paris Bah geh" "ShuRong the pastry" "The Robot that takes the same path everyday"

The end of NS too was another big moment. I would say is a feeling you'll have to go through the 2years to know what it means to hold that Red folder and Pink I.C with that secondary school childish face (hahaha). To those that gave me hell in the service, I can only say karma is a bitch, you might do something bad to me for the fun of it, or to show your prowess or just because you're jealous of me. It might not hit you today, but you know its there. After all, we are all human, 不要把自己的快乐建立在别人的苦痛上. They say army makes a man, I'd say army makes you see people for who they really are. Exposes you to the dark side of a person, the hypocrisy, the false pretence. Simply put, its a dog eat dog world / survival of the fittest. Big fish eats small fish. I'm so glad its finally over. Finally putting an end to that chapter.

After all that, it is really sort of a weird feeling to be back to reality. An analogy would be a movie where you watch part 1 in 2012 and continue with part 2 in 2014. To be honest sometimes i feel a little lost, like everything is so surreal. Everything outside has become so unfamiliar. Sometimes all you want to do is just to stay at home and not do or worry about anything. And its easy to fall into a limbo of such comfort.

Henceforth 2015, promise yourself to make up for the 2 years of lost time. 
I realise as you get older, your new years resolution gets shorter but alot more complicated.)
Resolution

Get good grades for your university education

Keep the business running by looking for new and innovative ways of expansion

Be physically fitter than you were in 2012.

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