And its Me and You

You cant miss if you spend every moment together

2011-11-22T17:56:00.000-08:00

You cant miss if you spend every moment together...
Maybe i'm afraid of missing you,
but its not me being insecure, its just that i fear being alone.
Many a times, i'm left alone and its not by my choice,
if i could.. i'd go back to the times when we were all together - weekends.

"I’ll do whatever it takes, when I’m with you I get the shakes
My body aches, when I ain’t with you I have zero strength
There’s no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one"

This song is like my past on replay....and i hope that the past is the past :)

Sometimes i don't know how to reach out to you,
sometimes i come off as being demanding/unreasonable/insecure.
I just want someone to understand how i feel,
perhaps i'm just difficult..
but its all that has happened that shaped how broken and vulnerable i feel inside.
I just want someone to be there to love unconditionally,
to be able to give up everything to make sure i'm ok.
I really need that kind of support..even at least..know it exist.
Someone thats not afraid to show how much they care about me,
to be willing to put up with my nonsense,
to be willing to reassure me time and time again..
because i know i cant do this alone,
strong on the outside yet crumbling on the inside..
like an old building still standing but with nothing inside,
praying for that special someone to come in and clean it up, fill it with furniture and lights.

hahas! feels better releasing your emotions sometimes :)
For all the changes you're doing for me, i really do appreciate it.
Just that sometimes the road is paved with snow and fog,
we'd just have to push through it to see whats on the other side, right?
Looking forward to this weekend and Happy Chinese Birthday B :)
I love you <3 this time its gonna be a blast!!

Step by Step

2011-10-27T19:06:00.000-07:00

Its been a few weeks since i posted,

Caught up with the crazy events thats been happening.

Really happy how we'd progress through it all.

Every moment we spent together,

Would be memories i'd treasure.

Another month is coming to a close,

and it feels like we're getting closer than before.

to discovering who we are and what we want.

hahas too many events this month to recount for.

What i know is that,

Whatever the misunderstandings or unhappiness we have with each other

i can count on us to work it through together,

though both of us are hot tempered at times with stubborn characters,

we'd never stay angry at one another.

Through our squabbles and bickering,

i realise that its you i'm missing :)

Love a girl in a whole nother language
People look at us strange
Don’t understand us.
They try to change it
Try to say we won’t change.
They may say it sounds crazy

Love’s even more wild when you’re angry
So say why you wanna change it
Girl listen to me!
Girl you’re just running from the truth
And I’m scared of losing you.
You are worth to much to lose
Baby if you’re still confused

Girl I’m just in love with you
Girl I’m just in love with you
No other words to use
I’m just in love with you
I’m just in love with you

When I tell you “I would never leave you”
Do you hear what I say?
I don’t understand when you say
You need time
But you’ve been calling all day.
Talk love and they say it sounds crazy

Love’s even more wild when you’re angry
I don’t understand why you wanna change it

Girl listen to me!
Girl you’re just running from the truth
And I’m scared of losing you.
You are worth to much to lose
Oh baby! If you’re still confused

Girl I’m just in love with you
(Do you hear what I say?)
That I’m just in love with you
(Can nobody change it?)
No other words to use
(I love you baby!)
I’m just in love with you
I’m just in love with you

Ohhh….
Never knew what we have
They don’t understand
We’re just a waste of time
We know this is real.
I know how you feel
When you put your hand in mine.

Girl I’m just in love with you
Girl I’m just in love with you
No other words to use
I’m just in love with you
(Let me say it again. (x2))
I’m just in love with you
(Just in love (x2))
I’m Just In Love With You.

You know i am, just in love with you baby~ <3

Forever yours, Faithfully

2011-10-10T02:16:00.000-07:00

Through all the ups and down,
for the sad and happy moments in the past few weeks.
here's one for you :)

BORING DAY IN THE OFFICE
Monday blues, BLEH BLEH BLEH

hahas but guess i'll take this time,
to think of ways to love you better <3

Cheers to the freaking weekend

2011-10-06T19:26:00.000-07:00

ITS FRIDAY!! Time to let loose for the weekend.
So far this week has been great, Phuket trip and back.
Baby, just wanna let you know i love you.
Thou we have our little squabbles but we'd work it out
and make our relationship stronger and deeper :)

"Its friday, friday, gonna get down on friday"
WHAT?? thats so PG =.=
THIS IS IT!

All the love and misses~

2011-10-05T18:44:00.000-07:00

Back from a well deserved rest ;)
Been missing that stupid girl so much the past few days,
hahas! had awesome Jap food ytd at Sushi Tei,
its not disgusting eating cha soba with salad sauce :X

Here's One for YOU :D

Your prescence protect from sadness and strife

When you kiss me, my mind becomes a blank slate

And for some reason I just feel like this could be fate

Being with you just feels so right

To me you are my brightest light

Anywhere you go I will happily follow

When you are gone I feel a little hollow

To be able to describe how truly amazing you are, this is only a start

Everyday I'm with you, you are engraved even further into my heart

<3 u baby G :D

A beginning

2011-09-29T19:27:00.000-07:00

We were strangers, starting out on a journey...
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start :)

A whole new perspective

2011-09-28T18:28:00.000-07:00

Lets see, 3rd week of internship coming to an end
WORK WORK WORK. 730am till 2am everynight,
falling sick and taking care of the sick LOLS
but you keep me awake :D hahas

its our first month....
Though hard to believe,after so long, so many years.
1 month,30 days,720 hours,43200 mins,2592000 seconds..
Most of which was spent together,
whether going out,phonecalls,smses,notes..
Its times like this i will hold on to a lifetime,
those moments when we'd laugh hysterically at anything
talk about anything under the sun,
tell each other our deepest secrets,
hold on to each other tightly when you're scared.
If i could express feelings out as words,
i would fill this whole page with them,
but i cant soo... Some pictures to recap the whole month!
The night i waited more than an hour and we sat on the floor ~
The insecurities, the weird people,the unlimited talking,that moment in my life.
Off with the old and in with the new.
Walking out of restuarants, Treat from you.
Homemade Pancakes with <3
Walking under the stars, Ice cream to complete the set meal :)
Another NEW, NEW HAIRCUT YO!
Long walk in the no man's land,Sneaky moves and Chocolate Overload :X
SERIOUSLY CHOCOLATE OVERKILL :O
Getting in touch with our Aunty and Uncle side, Food fair!
Meeting my cousins and family for the first time in my life ;)
Cute little feet, poor bowling skills HAHAHAHAS :P
Yeah i know=.=.. "SO CUTE" pasta hahahas

Sending and picking me up from work, Beginning of SIP blues...
One degree 15 with my friends, Underdressed TTM!
Part and parcel of a relationship, working it out with Chili Padi and Vietnamese food LOLS
Awkward moments LOLS!!
Working out every messy situation together :D
Romance like novels, night out at the library B)
Open house that was somewhat already closed =.=
"East Coast Park"
Stubborn girl that just wanna sit down LOLS
HAWT STICKY SWEATY THIRSTY HUNGRY!!! >:(
"Fish shop" with devices that scares small girls :P
Special Lunch delivery from <3
WOOOHOOOO!! MONEY MONEY MONEY! but someone too rich liao LOLS
As the month comes to an end,
i think to myself how much we've accomplished together,
the ups the downs, the bickering, the reconciling,
the brokenhearted,the loved.
and as we move on into the future,
i hope you have let the past go,
because we cant move forward if you're tied to the back.
Try...
Together
<3

You and Me

2011-09-18T20:07:00.000-07:00

Baby, Now i know its you and me,
Against the world :)
Never alone now, with your hand in mine.
I know we'll hold each other tight!
Right now, You're mine :D

You keep the car, I'll get the cash.
We'll take the money and run :P

Never met a love like you

2011-09-11T08:58:00.000-07:00

After all that we've been thru,
I guess you dun have to argue, fight, ignore
to really build up a relationship,
thats how special ours is :D hahas
cant believe i actually brought you home.
OMGG..freaking out max laa!! hahahas
Thanks for being there and SMILING LOLS!
Food fair was cool, someone keep complaining bout hair only hor.
hahahahas! EHHS THE BEANCURD IS GOOD OK! hehes
here's one for you!

If you're reading this

2011-09-05T11:07:00.000-07:00

Want you to know that,
words cant describe everything that has happened between us,
I can feel it, its meant to be.
Just waiting for you,
to say you like me.

When time is lost, it's past.

2011-09-04T11:45:00.001-07:00

Many a time we wait till whats close is lost to discover the value in it,
Applies to our everyday life,
Sales, relationships, Studies, Time.
Often its hard to grasp the sense of urgency till you're on the verge
and this sense of urgency comes from fear,
fear of losing, fear of lost.
Hence i told myself from that day on,
i dont wanna have any more regrets that will arise from procrastination,
from making the wrong decisions.
Doing things that if i were to look back from the future,
i would do it the same.

time will tell, test and affirm.
whats fated to be :)

Through trails and tribulations

2011-09-03T12:16:00.000-07:00

Knowing,Believing,
makes way to understanding,
without that, what will there be,
between me and you.
Working things out tgt :D hehes

theres no perfect relationship,
but you make me believe that,
with every trial and tribulation we overcome together hand in hand,
my love you you will never end.

My pretty baby

2011-08-31T11:21:00.000-07:00

I'll make you see,
The best you can be.
Put your past away,
Your fears at bay.
Because one day you'll know,
This is what was meant to be...

A road i'll try to journey on.

2011-08-31T11:12:00.000-07:00

31/08/2011

In the darkest of nights,
where the shadow of your past haunts you,
I'd be the light when your surroundings dun shine.
Those 3 words,
To hold you when you fear,
i'll try my best my dear,
for you i'd climb and overcome,
any obstacle for you to come undone.

I <3 U, baby..

You make me :)

2011-08-15T12:52:00.001-07:00

right now, i promise myself
as hard as i must.
be better :)

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

2011-08-12T11:35:00.000-07:00

Never expect to get this far,
Never expect to feel this real.
Whatever the future may hold,
At least i know im holding you in my arms.

Timbre tonight :DDD hahahas! shall add pics soon
Supper at 85 :D though didnt eat much hahas omgg.. we're weird eh?

When it was all unknown

2011-08-10T09:32:00.000-07:00

Even when you are scared,
keep that grip on,
and we'll keep walking forward :)

It will only get better in time

2011-08-09T10:13:00.000-07:00

Understanding goes a long way
when two open up to each other
lots are said and comprehend
as you take my hand,
we'll be in places unknown

In my arms, the world just stood still

2011-08-08T15:30:00.001-07:00

Whether be it the questions,
Be it the uncertainties,
Be it the fear,
Be it the lack of faith.
just keep counting...
the days,weeks,months,years.

For all the times i thought about the future,
For the times i had no answers.
Problems seem so far for me on the outside.
But deep inside im dying each time,
when the past has a grip on you...
for the things i couldnt do to make you forget.

STILL HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! :D
Toptable was pretty cool, should head back soon! awesome time!!
if one day you'd see the truth, you'll know that i've been here for you

when i held you in my arms,
for the first time you leant in,
for the first time you closed your eyes,
for the first time you stayed...
i'll hold on till you're ok :)

Never knowing

2011-07-31T10:19:00.000-07:00

Firsts. Yes, they say that firsts matters alot.
But how many firsts can you offer?
As we age, progress, things change, people too.
Starting brand new is a struggle that perhaps only time knows the cure.
Feelings, emotions. Are they made from the spur of the moment
or cultivated?
Questions to be asked or not.
Maybe somethings are just meant to be unsaid and embraced
We often ask ourselves questions
but sometimes afraid of the answers.
Yet without knowing is it enough?
In the end all we need is a little faith,
faith that things will work out - make sense.

till that day, i guess the one that can tell you everything
is the one that entrusts their all in you.

2011-07-14T12:46:00.001-07:00

I miss you.

WTF.

2010-06-16T15:08:00.000-07:00

Why dun u wna listen.

WHEE!!

2010-06-10T11:28:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO! if u're reading this lets start with an epic story that started on saturday
Had a nice dinner with BB at Arab street.
SUPER FULL! :( regrets now
soo went zouk with a full tummy to see keith off to army
drank some new drink 18.50 and 24.50 and juggs
AND! Vodka outside the club
went back in..couldnt find them..so called keith
he went out with me both drunk to singapore river
so i was sitting at the edge
smoking n vomitting ><
so.... WTF i somehow trip n fell in
into the river..
ON ANY NORMAL DAY I WOULD"VE JUST CLIMBED UP
But that day really too drunk + long sleeve n jeans WET
so..i struggled to climb up...( woke up next day with cuts n bruises on my arm)
couldnt get up..
so i decided to pull a stunt
swam from one bank to the other side of the river
in shoes, jeans, long sleeve shirt and specs..
reached the other side..LUCKILY n bam.
too tired to think.
fell asleep...when i opened my eyes
some dude woke me up n i happened to be in a condo..
E72 SPOILED
MARLBORO BLAST WET
GUCCI WET
but got home safe n sound :D

MORAL OF THE STORY.STAY ON SOLID GROUND WHEN DRUNK
YOU"LL ONLY SWAY FROM SIDE TO SIDE

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

2010-05-31T04:07:00.000-07:00

Baby has been gone for 9 days.
I've been thinking about my papers yet you'll always have a special place on my mind
quickly come back home bb!! i dunno if u can see this but i hope you do!

In my free time i composed something for ya :D
The array of violet as the sky fades to black
Lights in a distant holds me back
From missing you so far away,
i hold my breath and pray
that you'd be safe and sound
when im not around.
Though not on the same land,
we're under one united sky
no matter how far you may be
i'll keep u in a place close to me :D

COME BACK SOON ALRIGHT!!
HAHAS IM IN A MOOD FOR ANOTHER SONG!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eB7T3lJ3dZ4

till then i'll be waiting hehes!

Confusion

2010-03-29T03:44:00.000-07:00

Its ok to remember, its ok to have them come back.
But why is it only the bad memories n thoughts that come back SO often
and the good so far away?
Affected by it.yes.
afftected by it when u were in the wrong the first place?
when the victim can move on n forget, why does the one thats in the wrong not?
instead make it seems like its the others fault.
Understanding.yes
Is trying to be loving n supporting not enuff?
instead these efforts create room for further fault
trying not hard enuff, wheres the appreciation, only criticism
Giving in.
Haven i tried?
not good enough?

Think about it this way
When u drive a car,
Hit a person on a road.
U think to yourself.
Why did that person even try to cross the road n get into my way
Its his own fault n deserved outcome.
THEN is there still room for being sorry for causing the accident?
OR reflecting on one's own actions?
EVEN if the one that got knocked down agrees to let it pass
the driver insist that its not his/her fault n instead tell the injured that its his fault.
HOW would the injured think?

My life , Your life , Our life

2010-03-16T11:35:00.001-07:00

Jus rambles on my thoughts,
loving you.Accepting all that you do
giving in to your flaws yet treasuring your qualities.
Time passes...with time all fades,
i hope our feelings wont..because im afraid that mine would,
thats why i'm trying my best to make the best of things
but i keep screwing up, instead of making things better
it gets worse..quarrels arguements and all
maybe its cause we lack of understanding about one another
the harder i try the worse it gets
perhaps i expect too much in return..
that sometimes when i dun get what i want,
i become disappointed, frustrated and it comes back around.
i dun wan things to be this way..yet you're always busy..restrictions etc.
i cant always be the one waiting..
dun you feel the same as i feel?wanting to spend more time together?
talk more?communicate more?love more?
renewing our love instead of letting things go dry..
i dun wanna let you go and i dun wan you to let me go
LOVE YOU LOADS BABY!! I KNOW WE'LL WORK IT OUT!
WHATEVER IT IS!
<3

its hard to love sometimes

2010-03-13T21:32:00.000-08:00

{Verse 1}
When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin'

{Chorus}
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

{Verse 2}
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

{Chorus}
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

{Bridge}
I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

{Chorus}
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
[X2]

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Baby!!

2010-03-06T14:49:00.001-08:00

When you're down and out
There seems no hope at all
But if you just believe
There's no way we can fall
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change will only come
When we stand together as one

Com - promise

2010-02-19T08:56:00.000-08:00

Balance , Tolerance

The truth , Opinions

Ego , Acceptance

Sometimes you feel unfairly treated.
When someone close such as your mother
spends time with her friends and letting her children
wait outside the door for hours without food or money.
Asking her children to eat instant noodles
so she has extra money to treat her relatives
Wearing the same clothes for a year
when their cousins get gifts
Asking children to do housework
while she cleans her sisters house.

Own family > Friends?
Friends > Family?

Sometimes people tend to take advantage of those closer
And give in to those that you do not know well
Reason?

2010-02-16T08:13:00.000-08:00

Remember the first time we met
You was at the club wit yo friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin' you would give me a chance
Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends.

In times of conflict,
i focus on the happy moments to filter out the sad
I onced promised to take care of you
to give in to you whether you're right or wrong

it hurts to know how much pain it can cause
but through it i feel that our love is above all
we have our differences, no one are made identical
its acceptance and understanding that breeds familarity

Baby, close your eyes, don't open 'til the morning light
Don't ever forget, we haven't lost it all yet
All we know for sure is all that we are fighting for
Baby, don't forget we haven't lost it all yet

We haven't lost it all yet
We are closer, we are closer~
Love your baby boy!

Just bask in the moment

2010-02-10T08:41:00.001-08:00

walking down the streets of orchard
hands interlocked, minds filled
with emotions of the other
a scrapbook to record all memories
a movie to pass time
a frolick to cheer up
and SHOP SHOP SHOP!!!

have fun swimming tml!!
TANNED BODY AND NICE ABBS
hehes xP

We could lie under the sky counting aeroplanes

2010-02-08T08:31:00.000-08:00

A picture is worth a thousand words
Happiness is priceless.Being with you is happiness ~

Its really simple when less thought is involved :D

2010-02-05T10:53:00.000-08:00

I know what you meant by the first
I remember how it feels like
I can still taste it
I can still see illusions of it

Today has been really hectic
Collecting stuff..Cutting stuff..Puffing stuff
hahahas! It was a sweet ending (BROWNIES)
:)(:

words can only say so much.
but inside.there's so much more

Mind,Heart,Soul detached from the Body.Follows

2010-02-04T06:41:00.001-08:00

Lazy Thursday.
Sleep sleep STUDY STUDY
more time together..

my bed is really awesome to sleep.
now i just need an aircon
1.8k..wahhs!!

Responsibilities are like a baggage
the higher you climb, the heavier it gets
yet looking back you'll realise happy times
are times when you can leave everything behind
but sooner or later.you'll have to pick them up again
does a sweet escape really exist?
cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.

people say money is not everything,
but without money there's little you can do
yet in my head i think
i'd buy you anything.if i could a ring

To you...

So much has happened, im overwhelmed

2010-02-03T09:36:00.001-08:00

One boy , One girl
but its everything..
soo much has been happening.
1. trying to quit smoking
2. Study harder
3. Get bigger
4. Save more money
---------------------
yet whats unspoken means the most.
that someone that came unexpectedly into my life
it seemed impossible at first
i came to realise that love knows no bounds
coming together wasnt easy
answering doubts were harder
yet being together is forever
the past me was broken
the present me is being fixed
the future...
i see double..
*Constellations* *Green tea* *Pictures* *Beaches*
*many more to come*
*with you everyday becomes a memory*
*every moment is a gift*
*We're closer*
*hint hint* :) (:

The night sky ignites

2009-10-19T14:15:00.001-07:00

The sky is always giving me a sign
day or night.
i can look up.
and know that im not alone.

School has started.
wow..
lucky 1st week no tutorial
job interview was kinda failed
nvm always other opportunities!
hahahas! went crazy shopping -.-
spent money again...
but suprisingly this time no buyers regret
cos its really worth it!
hahahas :D

tomorrow will always be a better day.i know that from the ever changing sky

2009-10-18T13:04:00.000-07:00

Walking around aimlessly by myself
Breathing a faint sigh, my breath turns white
Seasons change, and in this fleeting season..
My tears fall for no reason
"Even now, I still love you
Falling sadness transforms into pure white snow
I'm always looking at the sky above me
Before this body disappears, I want to reach the wish I have now
Once more, I want to hold you
How many times have we not understood and hurt eachother
But even at those times, we were still gentle
Engraved on the ring that you suddenly gave back to me
..Was our promise that will never come true
"Even now, I remember..
These far off thoughts are just brilliant flashes in my memory
I wanted to be next to you
Even though I can't see you anymore, I'll always be next to you
I never want you to change

I can't erase those last tears that you showed me [from my memory

In your heart, if I disappear along with all these snowflakes
I want to bloom [in your heart once again]
Don't forget the warmth of us being close together, and hugging
Don't forget even if you love someone else
I'll never let go [of the memory] of when I heard your voice last and so
..I just want to fall into a deep sleep
Continuously falling sadness transforms into pure white snow
I'm always looking at the sky above me
Before this body disappears, I want to reach the wish I have now
I want to hold you once more
"I want to hold you once more"

Jie i really understand you
"What is it like to be able to express freely to anyone anything anywhere anytime,

holding nothing back?

Our hearts are unfathomable wells of depths that we ourselves do not know. When I say so much, I really say nothing at all"

Thinking of taking the easy way out

2009-10-18T04:47:00.000-07:00

The thing that we do sometimes are irreversable
Something will forever be out of your reach
If you never did put out your hand.

So had a pretty great last few days of hols
Went peiling Bday party

cousins 21st
Powerhouse on Sat
Nearly died of alcohol poisoning =x
hahas fobia to drink already

Today's the last day already.
the end of a really memorable holiday
although i didnt do much
the things i do will stay in my mind

going for a well deserved dinner then see how the night goes

starting school at 10am
.........................................

i dun wna say goodbye.

So much yet so little i can contain

2009-10-15T13:25:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling all superhuman
but i crash down when things go down
i'm holding myself back,
keeping myself in..
yet sometimes i cant resist..
if it was only about me..

determination..where are you.

school starting soon
hope tml cousin 21st bday will be a blast
den peiling happy bday :)
hahahas!

sometimes i smile and laugh
to cover the unsaid depression
that lies underneath..

updates bout today.
met joachim at waraku
thanks for the food yeahs
den went beach watching
movie afterwards.some gross show
kill kill kill stab stab stab
gerry would totally love it la
STAB STAB STAB
hahahas! prata at bedok den home
stoning in front of my laptop.
blog b4 i sleep
doubt i can do this when school reopen
hahahas!

Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try.

2009-10-14T14:13:00.000-07:00

Back from a really hectic night
of pushing and shoving.
urghs..some girls are jus so slutty =.=
and some guys are jus so "sweet"
online roses sia! hahahahas

to understand someone means to personally experience

sorry bout the shitty movie
i was bored myself that i had to self conversation
hahahas!
anw i know where to satisfy my haato craving
wheeee!
HAHAHAS!
:D 500 days of summer.i miss you.

If i let you go.

2009-10-13T12:54:00.000-07:00

Tonight - Fm static
Ying lian - Tao Ze
i let you go - Westlife

3 songs jus loiter in my head.
Yet I think to myself,
"how many first times do i have left?"
"how many first times have i given to someone that doesnt deserve it?"
"are first times really that memorable?"
"can the 2nd time be better?"

To each their own perspective n opinion.
i just wish i have someone that can share
my thinking , my understanding
i give my heart to you , becos there's nth else i can do

updates bout my life,
63kg target cos me to eat alot
and i really mean ALOT
jus had durians with my bros :D
hahas!
AND its not true that u cant eat durian after drinking
ok..true to a certain extent,
cos drunk people will jus hurt themselves
by touching the SHARP THORNS!
hahahahas ^ ^

whats the point of stalking when it a total turnoff?
hahahas but kudos to stalkers.
Confidence damn high sia..
unlike me.battered and shattered
over the years..
whats left is only enough to love one person
till then..
here i am standing all alone..
so lonely..

I'm gonna be brand new

2009-10-11T10:36:00.000-07:00

Resolution. Stop smoking.
Stop gambling.
Start eating
63kilos..here i come! :D
hahas munching on my big mac at 1.36am
report finally done..
guess its fun time already
i dno why.but some things are jus too strange beyond understanding
sarah n me became frens again?
leonard cant drink?
joachim not going out?
well i just dont understnd...
confused.
to go or not to go?
really its mind bugging.
i guess for now.i'll jus live the life the way it is la.
COME WHAT MAY..

Thinking vs Feeling

2009-10-10T15:43:00.000-07:00

Kkays finally some pictures to be up.
thought tonight would be drinking n stupid again
but well.somehow it was dead boring
so boring that
LEONARD THE CHEF IS BACK
cooked aprox 20 chicken wings and 20 sausages
hahas not to forget starting the fire too

FIRE BURNING!

ooo banglah food in the making

does feeling people always lose out?

Reached home..smelt like a bbq-ed chicken
or charcoal =.= brushed my teeth
AND O M F G.. broke my toothbrush
so much for made in CHINA

cause its broken...

Missed Sunset..

FROLIC HAS MINT YOGURT!
hahahas!

would i have done the same if i could turned back the clock?
no regrets im blessed to say.the old me dead n gone away..

Get the best of me

2009-10-09T14:37:00.000-07:00

EMO! lost wallet!
hahas..well..money..
ahh nvm..kkayys

HAPPY BDAY TO MRS ZHAO lols!

so sleepy all of a sudden..
presentation is finally over
damn nervous..i guess
some ppl really screwed it up
well..thats life.no matter how much u put in
u dun get back how much u deserve
hahahas give n take i guess
2 free tix to flyer...
hahahas DUN WANNA BE ALONE AGAIN!
stupid la 45 mins on it like zzzz
hahahas!okok now report finish n its enjoyment liao
really laa! why do ppl have to be troubled
like soo troublesome hahahas
had 2 macdonalds breakfast today
hope i get fat
sorry if i eat too slow...
im trying..aww...
hahahas!
to my family...u guys are really funny!
jus that today mood no good.
another day we shall head to town k.
dun be lazy la mother =.= hahahahas!

God's message

2009-10-08T11:15:00.000-07:00

God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you. So stop driving yourself mad with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as is.

Being yourself?
what is your real identity when we are constantly being judged
simple..doesnt that bring scrutiny?
naive..isnt that a mockery at innocence?
if i could do it all over again.
i never wanna grow up
put through this mill of skepticism
for now..
i love who i am :D

Uncertainty breeds curiousity

2009-10-08T09:02:00.000-07:00

bought a new shirt.
felt better shopping n talkin.
really raii...JIAYOU.do well for O's k
get u smth soon :)

predicted 2- 0 for nelson
gratz on winning money..
guess i'll stop betting on soccer already
going to work soon.
doing the final few touches on my presentation

WISH ME LUCK TML :)

i'm thinking.why are somethings untreasured till they are lost.
is it really the nature of man to seek new challenges?

Someone to fall back on

2009-10-07T13:12:00.000-07:00

didnt sleep the whole night in the end.
Doing presentation..please appreciate the work i put in please
went for consultation with KUBO SAN
parkway parade to have MOS :D
somehow i became MR stupid
hahahas! ><
stupid SANSIN.....wad PASAR =.=
plant of cus grow on soil la
hahahahahas
someone's house is really HIGH!!
great awesome view...
in return...brought u to my secret hideout :)
spent the rest of the day doing project project project
at some place without aircon =.= and a cheekopek staff
LOLS!!
spent the rest of the night playing tai di hahas
jus got home n bath...gna sleep soon
hope tml will be jus as eventful

realise sometimes quiet times are quite theraputic..
and staring at people can get irritating LOLS!

Tonight.I'm falling and i can't get up

2009-10-06T16:52:00.000-07:00

FINALLY DONE WITH PRESENTATION :D
hahas its 7.52am
need to be in sch by...11.45am hahas
HOW SIA!
nvm i'm kinda proud with myself for completing it hahahas!
song that brings back memories

TONIGHT - FM STATIC
I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

All in my head

2009-10-06T13:27:00.000-07:00

please...my attention has taken the splitroad away from you.

STILL UP AT 4.28AM
touchin up the grp presentation
hope everyone gets a 6marks :D
hahahas!

Woke up today with a Swollen eye.
ugly ALBINO...blehhs ><
went library to do work..den ate
MEGA MC SPICY ( stupid stuff that gives me lao sai )
went my house to slack n do more.
BUT EVERYONE DOESNT HAVE MICROSOFT POWERPOINT
omgz...what is the education system in sg doing
hahas Today i realised TCC internet connection kinda suck..
hahas sorry...yeahs
WAITED FOR LIKE A WHOLE MILLENIUM for my dinner
hahas had pathetic kebab...
spent the whole night lazing off and thinking.....
NOW WORK WORK WORK..hope it could be over soon
den i can have more free time..yeahs.

Few things to be proud of myself
1. Didnt touch soccer betting for more den a week
2. Cut down on smoking
3. Wake up early n have breakfast
4. Start to do sch work

LASTLY.. Jiayou to those having O levels
Rairai,Jerrold,Darren etc
n those having Promos
Jn..all the best
n those having A's
Jie n jeff..gd luck yeahs

-life has taken a good turn for me.thanks lord for showing me the glimmer of hope

Vietnam

2009-10-03T23:47:00.000-07:00

Drinking , Disco , Massage.
what else? Shopping, Coffee and
LOTSA FUN MOMENTS
:D hehes! without u guys it would not be the same!
yay! for all of those i made them smile
and sorry for those i did wrong
..visiting those that do not have the same conditions as us
made me realise that how much one person with a compassionate heart can do
things in itself is actually very small.
just a helping hand or a simple gesture
can bring not only a smile but also a change for life
been thinking these few days..

would a moment stay in that time frame,
or would it create a memory,
that will last forever...
if it does..am i worth being inside that memory?

guess getting drunk is the only way for the simple man to express
his unhappiness,happiness,troubles,worries or himself.
hahas! :D omg..i better stop thinking so philosophical
or im gna become a SAMUEL xP
people of different characters really made the trip colorful
hehes! some with their NINJA powers
some with their RETARDNESS
some with their UNGLAM poses
some with their SNORING
some with their VIETNAMESE SLANG
some with their BLURNESS
some with their REALLY SHARP NAILS
hahahas! :D gna go out now to be santa claus
...presssents from the Mr. Ho Chi Min land ;D

Experiences are like jelly beans!

2009-10-03T23:36:00.000-07:00

Been away for far too long,
away from this home that doesnt really remind me of a home.
Yet time away made me realised
things do not really change..
instead they just increase.

This break away in surreality --AWESOME!
hahas spoke my mind le! now jus to let the pictures do the talking!
Vietnam Trip! Love the company , Hate the food.

Drag me to hell??!

2009-06-16T07:13:00.000-07:00

Cheeze!

ChEcK cHeCk

@.@

New camm =D

hahas thanks pamm for pei-ing me watch
drag me to hell hahas
freaky sia..i mus admit i kia tio
hahahas! had yoshi for lunch
n went central buy sweets!
Hahas den hang around clarke quay
SNAP SNAP!! hehes still figuring out how to use my cam
hahas and dammit i got ambushed by this sneaky girl =x
lols

Pictures cause i dno how to put them with the post.

2009-06-14T10:03:00.000-07:00

Bro's bday presie from me

Outside my home

Random with flash

Serpia 1/3

Serpia 1/2

Raining?

NTUC from my home

Kitchen,4 lights in a row

Love Is A Riddle

2009-06-14T09:11:00.001-07:00

So much has happened im nearly outa breath!

hahas ok ok lets start

Wednesday:

went Couzzie house to sleep,

In the end nvr sleep,dota all night =.=

Thursday:

Went IT show,Recon internet and 2 Handphone and signed cable tv =D

guess what,new Nokia E63 phone+ HP lappie

LUCKY DIP a PS3 and CamCorder xD

thats something to be happy bout

though the free games like shit,some tennis and shooter game

hahahas thanks keith =) only caught 2 hrs of sleep

den went to work hahas had fun chatting with wan ling

Friday:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER BRYON!!

sorry its kinda late posting it but

okok u'll know why soon enuff.

Appetizer: Shark Fin soup at thai village

Main Course: Noodles at some jap restaurant at central

Dessert: Cheesecake at CheesecakeCafe

went home Mahjong, lost 5 bucks but well

had supper near jeff house o ya i didnt sleep

Saturday:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALSON!!

hahas again late...well...

napp for bout 3 hrs again..

went tamp for qi ji, bought a pack of Davidioff

tasted ok la..hahas

went qi ji for dinner,

saw jeff and his cute little mother at the corner

HAHAHAS

he couldnt say hi cause his mum was too angry

anw..went to Centuary XCRAFT

got a top ear piercing together with nan

hahahas i think the girl got a thang for me =x

cabbed down to katong for Karaoke

too bad its full,decided to go pool

den halfway some uncle come wna sell us chiong yan

den..after hassling for awhile

settled on the price..ask alson go with him to collect

but alson giv him monehh 1st den he run away.

no more pool,have to hunt him out.

in the end cannot find.20 dollar fly hahas

nan nice lo.buy him one butterfly and mild seven menthol light

spend time rolling den went rebel for the night

fucking crowded but well..

bday prezzie for alson: Flaming lambro :D hahas

cab home n crash on bed

Sunday:

spend the whole day with my uncle at it show

got a Canon Powershot XS 10 IS

awww EOS 500D =(

hahas decided to go down n play with it for awhile..

this are what i got..

Rain in June

2009-06-10T10:02:00.000-07:00

Heyys! back from sales
Finally completed XIAN JIAN QI XIA ZHUAN =)
though the ending really really sad..
but liu yi fei and hu ge got together in the end
hais though not as epic as i expected
still...ok ok lo
hahas anyway to those that are feeling demoralised
dun GIVE UP k! i'll try my best to support u
=D hahas though i may nt be the best choice
but i'll give my best
hmm did a few today but still not tip-top enuff
to be top salesman laa
hahas "someone" working coffee club worr
hahas must go visit someday hehes
TOMORROW IT SHOW!
NEW LAPTOP and hopefully a PS3 hahas
NEW DSLR CAMERA SOON..really cant wait
be jealous pamm xP

有钱不赌对不起父母

2009-06-09T02:03:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday jashawn!
hahas super big cake and super big bottle of martell hahas
had one to many..
but well..had loads of fun playing poker
hehes now fuckin no appetite..
haish duno to go work or to go out
hmm..see how la..kinda tempted to work =x
hahas

I Know you want me,i know i want you

2009-06-06T14:40:00.001-07:00

Party like a rock star baby!!
REBEL tonight!
bottles and bottles,Martell VSOP and Chiva Regal!
hahahas too bad our seats kena stolen,fucking xialan
well had fun..
DARREN GREAT SHOW AR
hahahas cab uncle damn nice wait for me to take money hehes
felt like runnin away but..sehh liao hahahas
TOMORROW ST JAMES underage...well
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAN! :D

Being addicted never was so fun

2009-06-04T18:15:00.000-07:00

been up the whole night playing my godfather 2
its like a drug keeping me awake
hahahas, thanks esther for straightenin my hair
makin me look like anime character and let u practice ur skill
hahahas xD ooo suprise suprise someone attached le
wonder who sia...
anw...i think i shall crash soon already la..waiting for dad to leave
=)

Touch Your Hand before its over

2009-06-03T10:46:00.000-07:00

Wonder what made me feel like blogging but well,
here i am!! LEO IS BACK!! hehes!
Did a Chen today with the help of zyinc hahas,
cant believe a police officer also wna do chen
hehes!but well i earn money can le xP
Tml B.A test but well my notes with
Pamm "amazing" drawing somehow disappeared
cant wait for 6pm to come..
till then F*ck the Fat BA bitch ><